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Thursday, November 17

thursdae

argh.wtf am i doin here on a thursdae nite when there is a comb hist olvl exam tml? lolx. i said this tonnes of times.but i am still saying it.lmao

well i actually find myself slacking through the olvls.i hate myself for doin that, but i can do nothing about it. i often find myself staring into the square screen of the tv when i try to study, but dont have the discipline to go upstairs to escape frm all the distractions.

despite all these, i will find myself in my room with the matt black ps2 controller in my hand while tuning into peifens programme on 933.listening to all those ppl sending in msgs wishing olvlers, i feel guilt in myself.but i still continue to play.LOLX.

well maybe i got complacent when the 1st few papers were ownage.i felt the standard was too low.i didnt felt that it was worth it to study or even go for the exam.as i always say , 'this ppaper waste time 1'. lolx. but at the end of the dae im just gg for tt piece of paper to gain me enterance to a goddamned jc.

while i got the points for PAE, i am in a dilemma, as i cant decide on Innova JC, JJC or PJC. All 3 IMO are gd, but who should i follow? what if i dun get to be with my friends? which bunch shd i choose? PJC with mhao n co. IJC with those 20pointers or jjc with bc and others? i cant decide, i find myself in such a mess when i cant control my relationships with friends.

i feel guilt.i feel confused.i feel angry with myself.wat if results for olvls arent ideal for me? did i do myself injustice?

22:45


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