Thursday, December 30
ThursDay
haiz.wat hav i done to deserve such treatment?
m i a useless, pathetic n sad person?
well.when u do something gd.no 1 will praise u.but when u do just 1 pathetic wrong ting.it will b like doomsday.the whole world.criticizing u.u aren't worth a penny!ppl will recongnise u.for the bad things u do.not the gd things.
when u get an A.they will just say ok.not bad.but when u get an C/D/E/F.they will say.why u nvr study!!!u lazy pathetic useless bum.when u dont know something ppl call u to do.y u cannot help me?onli know how to play n play!!call u help me dun wanna help.mei you yong!!when u get a bad result.ppl will say.always play thru-out the year.no need to go school liao!useless ass!when u slp late.ppl will say.why so late then slp? play n play again!
but why others will/may get treatment totally different from mine?when u get a gd result.they will say.wah.so clever.let me treat u this n that.n when u get a bad result.ppl will say.aiya.nvm lar.try harder nxt time.when u slp late.ppl will say.dun do it nxt time.
why ppl around me onli noe how to blame me?while other ppl can be so understanding n caring?
and well.nvr judge a book by it's cover.1 can be hard outside n soft inside.mayb just 1 word.can kill tt person.ppl.pls tink b4 u tok.nvr put words into ppl's mouth.u tink criticising is fun?how would u feel when ppl criticise u?
well.and also.treasure things u hav b4 u lose it.i xperience a scare b4 n i noe how it feels.almost cried in bed before the report was out.
and why those rich bastards can lead such a gd life.while those involved in the tsunami/earthquake are so kelian?
mayb its time to review urself while u hav time...c how lucky u are...n u will lead a better life...
well.i suddenly had these thoughts while something happened today.still got more.but cannot remember.1 must agree.life is unfair.but wat can u do?live with it.
haiz.todae woke 2pm.ytd slpt at 3am.then woke up.go do hw liao.then eat.then now online awhile.and btw.i made a mistake.i'm onli the 6th clarion fragger.cuz 29 is ytd's score.today up to 70+ liao while i onli hav 35.sad sia.lol.nvm.
and to all sad ppl.cheer up!just for laughs!
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/blockme.swf
mayb we should all cheerup.then this world would b a happier place.and mayb.the 1st part u might think tt i'm crapping.but.nvm.
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vvanilla